They are so upsetting I cannot and will not subject you to anymore. I just save a draft. And will never hit publish. And I don't need to since they replay over and over in my waking mind.
Although I won't say what it is I have drempt, some meaning, according to dreammoods.com:
*represents your raw emotions or immoral behaviors.
*indicate anger and aggression directed at you or someone else.
*symbolizes your passive and docile nature. You obey others without question. Alternatively, it represents maternal instincts or the desire to be cared for.
*suggests that you are experiencing some confrontation in your waking life. You feel victimized in a situation or that you are being targeted.
I promise people...I could NOT make this stuff up if I tried. And trust - I am surely not trying.
I use to love to dream. Now I hate it. And I teach my daughter not to hate anything. I need relief.
And I suppose these are called nightmares, not dreams.
On a brighter note, I will be getting that MRI that I need so desperately. Waiting for the center to call for scheduling now...
God knows I am trying....
I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?
~ John Lennon