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Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts

Thursday, February 7, 2013

I am loving everything about these!

First things, first!  My dad came through surgery well.  He is still recovering in the hospital, but the scary stuff is over.  I hope.  I pray.  Thank you all for your sweet comments, prayers and the like.  

This spring-like weather in Houston has me longing for spring time looks....and this combo below completely does it for me.  Now if only I could attach my head to all that. 

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And it would be fun to make a pretty head wreath....since I have moved onto spring anyway! 

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We went roller skating last weekend....and it has me wanting more!!!!  And those leopard skates would be nice too. 

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It is only February, yet Layla is already deciding where she would like her AUGUST birthday party.  Which leads me to start day dreaming...

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I am really loving these cupcakes!!!!  *day dreaming*

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Sorry. I get carried away easily. 

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Because I am random.  And nothing about that is changing...

Friday, September 21, 2012

oh the dreams....they never stop....neither do birthdays!

I haven't posted on this is a while.  HECK, I haven't posted on jack diddly in a while, so.....there's that.  But these dreams of mine.  Oh, these dreams of mine.....Ugh, they wear me the eff out.  Non stop dreaming all night long.  Still.  Still.

While the dreams are now less violent, they are all still pretty intense.  The other night I had a dream I hid some money I needed.  In some trees.  Like, tree tops...of tall ass pine trees.  And then I went flying to look for the money.  Because I am now a fairy that can fly.  In a snow/rain storm.  Yes, I am strange.  I do recognize this.  Thankyouverymuch.

Snow 
To see snow in your dream signifies that you are feeling indifferent, alone and neglected. If the snow is melting, then it suggests that you are acknowledging and releasing emotions you have repressed. You are overcoming your fears and obstacles.
To dream that you are watching the snow fall represents a clean start and a fresh, new perspective.  It is indicative of spiritual peace and tranquility.
To dream that you find something in the snow suggests that you are exploring and accessing your unused potential, abilities, and talents. You have uncovered some hidden talent and ability within yourself. It may also refers to a need to forgive.

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Snowdrop 
To see snowdrops in your dream symbolize rebirth, hope, and new opportunities after a period of inactivity. You are emerging from a time of darkness with a fresh attitude. 


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Money
To dream that you lose money suggests that you are lacking ambition, power and self-esteem. You are experiencing unhappiness and setbacks in your waking life. You may also be feeling weak, vulnerable, and out of control in your waking life...

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Makeup 
To dream about makeup indicates that you are putting on your best face forward. You are trying to enhance your self-image and increase your sense of self-confidence.  The dream may also be a metaphor that you need to "make up" with someone. It is time to forgive and forget.


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Jewelry 
To see jewelry in your dream signifies status and your own sense of self worth and personal value. It is also symbolic of knowledge, identity, or whatever qualities you hold precious in your life.


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So yeah.  Rock on!!!  I am seeing the light at the end of this dark, dark tunnel of a year.  But don't ask about work.  Because honestly, it down right sucks right about now!!!  But I am guessing that the above repeating words of forgiving....plays in here.

I'm sick of following my dreams. I'm just going to ask them where they're goin', and hook up with them later. 

~ Mitch Hedberg

At least my ray of sunshine, Layla, is doing fabulous in Kinder, so that makes this momma's inner turmoil just a tad bit smaller.

And very importantly...today is my boo, my baby daddy, my lovah mans birthday.  So, we are going out to celebrate!  I hope this year and every year are the best for you.  I love you.



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I hope you all have a glorious, beautiful and enjoyable weekend!

Friday, July 20, 2012

for thought

Who are you to judge the life I live?

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I know I'm not perfect

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-and I don't live to be-

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but before you start pointing fingers...

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make sure your hands are clean!

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~ Bob Marley

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Friday, May 25, 2012

The {Pre-K} Graduate


Graduation is only a concept. In real life every day you graduate. Graduation is a process that goes on until the last day of your life. If you can grasp that, you'll make a difference.
~ Arie Pencovici


{Well looky here!  There you are, baby girl!  A Graduate.}

My dearest Layla baby,

Yesterday you embarked on the beginning of what I hope is an incredible educational journey.  We celebrated you yesterday!  All that you have accomplished and learned since beginning at this wonderful Day Care Learning Center more than four years ago.  It seems as if only yesterday I was leaving you as a tiny baby to return to work.  That was a very hard day for me. 


And look at you now, kiddo!?! 


Every caregiver/teacher you had throughout your duration at this school, loved you as if you were apart of their family.  And you were!  That place is like family to us and seeing all of that coming to a close is hard for momma.  But I know they have provided you with knowledge and early life lessons that will make Kindergarten a breeze for you.  For all the love and tenderness they gave to you when I couldn't...I am forever grateful. 

Mommy and daddy are so very proud of you.  We look forward to your future with great expectations!  We love you with all that we are. 

Love,
Momma

p.s. As distinguished as you were at your Graduation Ceremony....it tickled me to no end to have you end the day like this...




At the height of laughter, the universe is flung into a kaleidoscope of new possibilities.

~ Jean Houston

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Quotography - Sunshine


My "baby" girl is graduating Pre-K today.  And this quote seemed quite fitting. 

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This is her this morning...proud and anxious!  And loving her "straight" hair.
 

Update to follow.  Cap and gown, the whole nine yards!  Momma and Daddy are proud.

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

a sign....

Sincerely, Faith

I really La-La-LOVE this.  And think it is a sign.  If I had any money at all, I would buy it.  But, I don't!  ha.  That ha! is true though, I just have to laugh at myself.  :)  My poor, broke ass self. 

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I am pretty confident I have used this quote before.  But it seemed too appropriate, given her look.  Plus, it's one of my all time favorite quotes.  Do you see a favorite theme throughout!?! 

Thursday, March 29, 2012

I'm hanging in there...and still smiling.

I am still having a rough go of it.  It, being life. 

One thing I know for sure is that it can always be worse.  So I am not throwing a pity party for myself....I'm just not very enthusiastic.  So while I have a lot to post about...because life does go on.  {Thanks for that lesson, ma.}  I hurt a lot.  And I still dream so vividly it's draining. 

But everyday I put my smile on anyway. 


Hope you all are well. 

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Happy Leap Day 2012

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May you leap to your hearts content.  Today.  And always...

All growth is a leap in the dark, a spontaneous unpremeditated act without benefit of experience.

~ Henry Miller

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I advise you to say your dream is possible and then overcome all inconveniences, ignore all the hassles and take a running leap through the hoop, even if it is in flames.

~ Les Brown

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

in case you wanna know what I've been dreaming about...

*Hostage:

To dream that you are a hostage indicates that you are feeling victimized or powerless. {a tad.} You feel limited in your choices or physically immobilized. {hi there, neck and back and headaches and jaw pain....} Perhaps this dream is paralleling some situation/difficulties in your daily life or relationship. {yes, perhaps?} Alternatively, to dream that you are a hostage suggests that a part of yourself is not fully expressed.


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*Robbery:

To dream that you have been robbed indicates that you are experiencing an identity crisis or are suffering from some sort of loss in your life.  Alternatively, the dream means that someone has stolen your success {word!} or has taken credit for something you did.  Perhaps you feel that you have been treated unfairly.  {This last sentence could not be more dead.on.}

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*Crying:

To dream that you are crying signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself.  {uh, yep...I am not a crier.}  Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and to safely let out your fears and frustrations.  In your daily life, you tend to ignore, deny, or repress your feelings.  {how did you get in my head?}  But in your dream state, your defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of those feelings that you have repressed during the day.  {well, hello therapists....it's been a minute.} 

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*Shaking:

To dream that you are shaking suggests that you are getting rid of your old habits and former ways of thinking.  {sure hope you are right on this one.}  You need to get rid of the old in order to welcome in the new and better.  Alternatively, shaking is symbolic of fear.  {booo!} 

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*Scared:

To dream that you are scared indicates that you are experiencing feelings of self-doubt, incompetence, and lack of control in your waking life.  {'tis true.}  Perhaps you are having second thoughts about a decision you have made. Anger often masquerades as fear, so also consider issues about which you are angry about in your waking life.  {hehehe, um, no, thank you.} 

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*Baby:
To see a baby in your dream signifies innocence, warmth and new beginnings.  {well this is a new concept!?  I'll take it.}  Babies symbolize something in your own inner nature that is pure, vulnerable, helpless and/or uncorrupted.  {moi!?}  If you dream that you forgot you had a baby, then it suggests that you are trying hide your own vulnerabilities. You do not want to let others know of your weaknesses.  {okay.  I am putting a no trespassing sign in my brain...stay out!}

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*Cruise Ship:
 
To dream that you are on a cruise represents some emotional journey that you are going through.  {I think we have visited this before, no?}  To see a ship in your dream denotes that you are exploring aspects of your emotions and unconscious.

To dream that you are sailing the high seas in a ship denotes that you are still standing tall despite the emotional turmoil occurring in your life.  {That's right....just try and break me, b*tch!  You keep trying.  I keep fighting.} 

To dream that you abandon ship indicates that you need to move on and let go.  {hello 'let it go' tattoo...is this the time?}  Your emotion may be holding you back.

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*Market:

To dream that you are in a market represents some emotional or physical need that you are currently lacking in your life. You may be in need of nurturance and some fulfillment.  {word!}

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Tell me....what have you been dreaming of?!?

Monday, February 20, 2012

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

so bad I can't even publish them here

I just thought my dreams were starting to "taper off" in the brutal, hostile, violent area...but I was wrong.  They were more distrurbing this weekend than they ever have been.  And that alone is disgusting. 

They are so upsetting I cannot and will not subject you to anymore.  I just save a draft.  And will never hit publish.  And I don't need to since they replay over and over in my waking mind. 

Although I won't say what it is I have drempt, some meaning, according to dreammoods.com:

*represents your raw emotions or immoral behaviors.

*indicate anger and aggression directed at you or someone else.

*symbolizes your passive and docile nature. You obey others without question. Alternatively, it represents maternal instincts or the desire to be cared for.

*suggests that you are experiencing some confrontation in your waking life. You feel victimized in a situation or that you are being targeted.

I promise people...I could NOT make this stuff up if I tried.  And trust - I am surely not trying. 

I use to love to dream.  Now I hate it.  And I teach my daughter not to hate anything.  I need relief. 

And I suppose these are called nightmares, not dreams. 

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On a brighter note, I will be getting that MRI that I need so desperately.  Waiting for the center to call for scheduling now...

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God knows I am trying....

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I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?

~ John Lennon



Wednesday, January 25, 2012

because it's what I do...

I dream.  It's what I do.  At least it is what I do now.  Every night.  And I tell you again...I do not like it.  I need rest.  But to help myself try and heal....I interpret my dreams!  Here's what been in my mind...and waking me throughout the nights. 

* painting a mural:

To dream that you are painting a picture indicates that you need to express your creative side more.  {I think that is my subconscience telling me to start painting again.} 
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*wolves:

To see a wolf in your dream symbolizes survival, beauty, solitude, mystery, self-confidence and pride. You are able to keep your composure in a variety of social circumstances and blend into any situation with ease and grace.  {I'd like to think so.}  You are also a loner by choice.  {who told?}  Negatively, the wolf represents hostility, aggression, or sneakiness.  It may reflect an uncontrollable situation or an all-consuming force in your life.  {thank you, dear dream mood therapist.}  This could point to an obsession, an addiction or something that is beyond your control.

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*car wreck:

To see a wreck in your dream represents obstacles and barriers toward your goals.  {mm-hm.  keep talking.}  You feel that you are being held back or that you are not making any progress.  {just a touch}

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*naked:

To dream that you are naked denotes fear of being found out and exposed over your activities. You feel that you are being misjudged.  {dang, best damn therapist I have never had!}  To dream that you suddenly discover your nudity and are trying to cover up signifies your vulnerability to a situation.  {yeppers.}

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*running away:
 
To dream that you are a runaway indicates that you are struggling with issues of belonging and acceptance. Alternatively, the dream means that you are refusing to confront some issue or situation.

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*fishing:
 
To dream that you are fishing indicates that you are confronting and bringing your repressed emotions to the surface.  To see a fishing rod in your dream represents your quest and exploration of your unconscious mind.  {no shit!?!  when will this stop?}  You are ready to confront issues and emotions which you have suppressed.

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*corpse in water:

To see a corpse in your dream represents an aspect of yourself that has died. Or it may mean that you are unexpressive. You have shut yourself down and are dead inside.  {well damn!  sh*t.  fukk.} 
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*breaking walls:

To dream that you demolish or break down a wall indicates that you are breaking through obstacles and overcoming your limitations.  {perhaps there is light at the end of this...}  It also means that you desire some freedom and independence.


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Sorry for all the debbie downer sh*t.  Try living in my dreams for one night...let alone every night!!!  I'm spent!  And since I do not have the money for a therapist....I rely on my dreams to give me insight....and dreammoods.com to try and define what my dreams are telling me.  I get it if you don't wanna stick around.  Hell, I'd hit the road if I could...
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