Friday, January 20, 2012

my dream journal...

I hate to keep filling up my blog with ALL THING DREAMS....but sorry.  This is alot of what my life is consisting of, and I HAVE to figure all of this out.  And probably see a doctor.  And a neurologist.  And a psychiatrist.  But that's besides the point!  :)  I've decided to keep a dream journal. 

Again, I mention, I was in a very violent car accident in November 2011 {never mind the one that broken my ankle in July 2011} and hit my head very hard.  I have had migraine headaches since then...and I am currently waiting on an MRI. 

Last night my dream included:

*Fire:

Depending on the context of your dream, to see fire in your dream can symbolize destruction, passion, desire, illumination, purification, transformation, enlightenment, or anger. It may suggest that something old is passing and something new is entering into your life. Your thoughts and views are changing.  {that is true!} To dream that a house is on fire indicates that you need to undergo some transformation. {true dat!}  To dream that you put out a fire signifies that you will overcome your obstacles in your life through much work and effort. {hard work is what I do best!} To see something burning in your dream indicates that you are experiencing some intense emotions.  {ya think?} There is some situation or issue that you can no longer avoid and ignore. Alternatively, it may suggest that you need to take time off for yourself and relax.  {no question about that!  I need real, relaxing rest and sleep!  I am exhausted.} 

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*Horse back riding:

To dream that go horseback riding indicates that you are in a high position or in a position of power. {bwahahahah!!!!} You have confidence in your ability. Alternatively, the dream represents your lack of integrity.  {yeah, wow, thanks!}  You will achieve success through underhanded means. If you are riding a horse that is out of control, then it means that you are being carried away by your passions.
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*Racism:
To experience racism in your dream indicates that you may be too judgmental and discriminatory in some situation in your waking life. {yeah, towards myself.}

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*Family:

To see your own family in your dream represents security, warmth and love. Consider also the significance of a particular family member or the relationship you have with them.  {she is dead.  and I dreampt of her death.} 

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Honestly, I wish these dreams would stop.  I am so worn down.  Exhausted is an understatement.  The details I recall...and can easily recall weeks later....it's ridiculous. 

Has anyone experienced something like this after a head injury?  It's killing my spirit!!!!

5 comments:

Claire Kiefer said...

I'm so sorry you're struggling so much . . . bad dreams are horrible and they feel so unfair. I don't know what to do about them except maybe to try meditating before bed? I hope they let up soon!

I really love that racism photo collage. I pinned it on Pinterest. I saw something similar to that last Halloween about racist Halloween costumes and showed it to my students (people dressing up as Indians, gangster rappers, geishas, etc.). I love that this is such an important issue to you--makes me feel more connected to you. :)

I hope you feel better, sweet girl!!

Melissa said...

I am so sorry you're having these dreams! And yeah, no wonder you're exhausted...you are NOT sleeping!

Maybe playing some music, something soothing might work prior or while sleeping? That might set your brain into a "relax" mode.

Get some {much needed} rest when you can!

undomestic chica said...

I'm so sorry lady. No one, and especially not you, deserves everything you've been through/are going through. I hope you get some relief very very soon. Let me know how the MRI goes when you finally get one. Love you bunches.

natasha said...

Ughhhh. Our house burned down last February in a wildfire in Amarillo. I dream about fires now at least twice a week.

georgia~gigi said...

Aw Honey Bunny I am sorry!!!!
I will ask my Mom if she knows any LEGAL ( ah ha ha) herbs or teas that would help!
I use to dream VERY VIVID dreams for years. Now, I hardly ever dream!
I love that you are keeping a journal. This too shall pass!

ps,
I am so sorry I haven't got your gift out !!!! I feel terrible! I do keep adding to it tho :) SOON, I promise!
Love you LOTS!!!!
gi gi

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