Thursday, November 18, 2010

Numb.

I am numb.  I am scared.  I am freaking out just a lil bit.  But, mostly.  I am numb.

I received a call from Layla's Pediatrician yesterday evening with the results of the Holter Monitor. 

And for the 24 hours my sweet, small, precious baby girl was wearing it....she had over 9,000 irregular heartbeats!!!

I feel helpless.  I feel frightened.  I feel alone.

Richard is out of town working.  My family is away in other cities, states.  The few friends I have in town, well.  Have.their.lives. 

And I am here.  Trying to remain calm.  For my sanity.  And for Layla.  My sweet, sweet Layla baby. 

Please pray for Layla.  Please pray for me.  Please pray for the doctors that she will be seeing shortly. 

This is all a terrible waiting game.  Just like the last three weeks have been.  I am currently waiting on the Cardiologist Specialist, the electrophysiologist, to call me with her appointment time. 

Please pray it happens fast.

18 comments:

Tia said...

I will keep you and sweet Layla in my thoughts♥ Everything will work out ok!

Melissa said...

Oh Melissa...lots of prayers & hope for you all. Hang in there!

Summer {Bisfor...} said...

sweetness. i love you. i am here for you. tell me what i can do. please.

Judy@cutest-little-things said...

Melissa - keeping you and Layla in my thoughts and prayers. We're here for you. Be strong.

Judy@cutest-little-things

Shutterbug Mama said...

you two are in my thoughts and prayers

www.shutterbugmama2010.blogspot.com

nmassie218 said...

I found your site through Summer's blog. I am praying for you and for your sweet precious Layla. Sending positive thoughts and lots of hugs to you all.

Kristin said...

Oh sweet girl, my prayers are with you and your precious baby girl right now! I'm so sorry ya'll are going through this!

Ashley @ KiwisandCocktails said...

coming over from Summer's.
Praying for you and your little cute girl! :)

bananas. said...

oh hun i'm so sorry...we're all here for. just know you and your baby girl, aka my fav little redhead, are in my thoughts.

hugs...xoxo.

Beth said...

praying for you, your husband, and especially for sweet layla.

Summer said...

oh sweetie,
no wonder you are scared, that is scary stuff to hear! Know I am here for you if you wanna talk, scream, yell, cry, be silent whatever my email radfords1@frontier.com....

Your little red curls is in my thoughts and prayers as are you and I just know all will be ok it has to be!

love you hang in there you are the bestest mommy

Summer

Ali said...

Popping over from Summer's blog. Thinking of you and your baby.

Vanessa said...

I'll keep your sweet girl in my prayers!

~KS said...

Lots and lots of prayers for you...

Emily said...

Just wanted you to know that I am thinking and praying for you and your family. Hope you guys have a blessed Thanksgiving and try not to worry so much. I know that is easier said than done when you are a mother, but put it all in God's hands. He will take care of it. Love you!

DeniFay said...

Saying prayers for your sweet Layla!

georgia~gigi said...

Layla's got me on my knees :)
I love you!
Praying and if you need anything and or just ever want to talk, any hour you call me!
Lots and lots of love
gi gi

Miss Madison's Mommy said...

I'm stopping by from Summer's blog and just wanted to say that I will be praying for you. I know that a sick baby is very stressful and being by yourself has got to be so hard! You are a strong woman and I hope they get your sweetie pie fixed soon :)

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