Instead of my normal, semi-not-regular Manic Monday posts, I decided to do a Meli Monday post to update on my daddy.
His surgery was postponed last month because he developed kidney stones and an infection that he had to get rid of prior to surgery. He passed the kidney stones, which are mind numbing-ly painful. He just finished up his antibiotics. Tomorrow is surgery day.
I really wanted to be with my mom while he was in surgery but I took off two days last month to be with them only for the surgery to get cancelled last minute. And now....here I sit at work. Work being insanely insane. I cannot be with her...
...and that is killing me.
Comfort. Comfort for me, holding her hand. Comfort for her. Holding my hand. Why is life so tough? I know I will beat myself on a regular basis for not being there.....
Can you spare a prayer? Good thoughts? Light and love?